dear whoever you are.

dear you, no. dear whoever you are,

thank you. thank you for making this so much easier.
thank you for being a dick.
as of right now i don't want anything to do with you.
i was patient with you.
i trusted the words you said.
i was THERE for you. you know what i am talking about. God you better know.
i mean who does that?
and you don't even know what i'm talking about.
i don't understand you and i have given up trying to.
you've changed.
i'm not going to talk to you. or call you. in fact i don't even want to look at you.
i may be being over dramatic but guess what you were messing with?
nope. not my mind. if it was my mind i could have been rational.
nope. not just me.
my feelings.
you'll regret it. i know you will. you're going to need someone and i'm not going to be there. so good luck with your life. you are losing (and have lost) those who actually care for you.

from,
just that one girl.


(i am not sad. i am angry. but it's under control. and it's also reasonable. i should have listened to everyone else when i had the chance. you are no longer "you" that title will be given to someone else now.)