difference between this time and last time.

the difference between this time and last time is that this time i feel like i am not leaving anything (or anyone) behind. i can finally just let go and absorb the atmosphere that will soon be surrounding me. i'm excited because i feel like i am going to get the break i insanely crave. when i get back i am going to keep trying until you flat out say no. which you haven't. you silly boy just look. give me a chance! i have a good feeling. i really do. there is no harm in giving it a shot. i am really hoping with me being gone for 10 days you realize that you miss me...even if it's just a little bit. i have a feeling you will even though it will take a few days for it to sink in.