You won and I surrender. However, now you'll be dead as well.

You won and I surrender. However, now you'll be dead as well. In me you exist - and, in my death, see by this image, which is your own, how completely you murdered yourself.

YOU aren't YOU anymore. in fact there is no longer a you.
a you doesn't exist.
it's just a me.
sometimes i am totally happy about that. totally independent.
but other times i'm just not used to it.

i don't know when i made this final decision.
i don't want anything committed right now.
no strings attached.
but i do want someone.
but i don't want anyone or anything special.
i need to focus on myself.
but even then i can't help but wish a you existed right now.