step. step. step.

i am just at the beginning of the hallway that seems like it will never end.
each door is different.
behind each door each room is different.
but each room is equally important.
i wish that every room and every door would combine to make one.
wouldn't that be beautiful? wouldn't that be everything i need?
that would make the hallway non-existent.
i wouldn't have to go through the intimidation.
but maybe there is a reason each room is shut out by a door.
maybe the rooms aren't in symphony with one another.

step. step. step.

what are my feet doing? i'm not ready for this.

step. step. step.

my feet have taken control!

step. step. step.

NO! stop it! feet don't have minds...they just go.

step. step. step.

they finally stopped. and i stand in front of the first door.
my heart is pounding out of my chest like crazy.
i have no idea what is behind this door.

step. step. step.

what are you doing? can't you see there is a door in the way? we aren't going anywhere!

step. step. step.

hold on! just wait a moment. let me think.

step. step. step.

OK! STOP ALREADY. I'LL DO IT.

without even giving it another thought i open the door. my feet finish the task and filled inside is music. just beautiful. plentiful music. it's just what i love. i can't wait to open the other doors.
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sometimes we shouldn't think about it.